It's been a hard week clearing Mum's house with my sister and brother in law. It breaks your heart and screws your head. As night follows day.....
.....Just two seconds, is all it takes to lose the line on a corner at speed. No one else involved, and with counter steering and desperation, I stayed on. I know what was going on in me head. Grief! I have had my warning. That was a week ago and all is well now, although I was seriously concerned about my imminent departure for a while. My mood is stronger now so I got the vital preparations done. Organise the eleven day road trip which ends at my cabin. Let the rest of the summer wait. I want a rest for a little while. Time to walk along a lake shore, eat ice cream and watch the world go by. Just for a little while.
What broke my poor mood was the decision to take a break for a day. I left the bike in the garage and drove over to North Wales to walk the Llangollen canal. I trekked miles including crossing the Llangollen Viaduct 125 feet in the air. Fresh air was rammed rudely into my lungs in what the locals call "a bit of a breeze". The sun shone, and fellow walkers stopped to chat. It was more than enough to chase the blues away.
I test loaded the bike. It's the only way I have ever found to work out exactly what I can take. The surprise was that it is less than the Arctic trip last year. Not so much equipment, and no winter clothes. This is a relief. I even have room for my tiny tent for the occasional motorcycle rally that seems inevitable (what is this OCCASIONAL rally stuff??). Let's not under sell this. The whole rig still weighs at least 1/3 of a ton. I am not at my physical peak by a long shot, but this weight will toughen me up over the eleven day road trip. It did last year. By the time I reach Bankeryd I will be strong and fit. Nature dictates.
The thought of midsummer makes me smile. I love the long Scandinavian summer nights, and the Swedish know how to celebrate. If the sun shines I can see trestle tables loaded with salad and raw herring, bottles of schnapps and one of Scotch Whisky.
One week to go.
Note to self: Keep both wheels on the black stuff at all times.
